sometimes u gotta be like “ okay ” & leave that shit alone
all i want is mental peace.
mental illness made me so desperate for joy that i forgot it was this simple… feeling the ocean against your skin… a really good guitar riff… sun on your back… holding the door for a stranger… a cold shower on a hot day…….. the world is like a cradle and i am just a little baby. eyes wide open there is so much to see
Please I just want to feel fucking safe and looked after I’m so sick of being terrified
“Even if you know what’s coming, you’re never prepared for how it feels.”
— Natalie Standiford, How to Say Goodbye in Robot
I don’t think I like him all the way. Not enough at least. It’s not abt him doing wrong. Someone else wouldn’t view it as wrong.
But I just want something better for myself. Something that better fits me Emotional needs or nothing at all.
I know my bf and I are gonna break up bc we’re aren’t compatible.
I’m just waiting on the day he agrees.